Lately, I find myself holding my breath. Waiting for the day when I get that news, will it be good or bad?! No one can say. Hoping and praying for the news that says, "you're hired." While at the same time dreading what that may do to me. Will I have the time to keep myself in shape? Will I have the time to make dinner, to spend time with my friends and family. Or will I only want to sleep and do what I can. On the other hand, I'm so eager to have something to wake up early in the morning for. I ache for a sense of accomplishment. There's almost nothing like it.
This particular incident haunts me day and night. I go over and over the interview in my head during the day, and nights, I dream about it. It comes to the place now, where I must just give up. Give it all up to God, go back the beginning, and let him handle it. It's not worth the constant struggle in my mind.
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